one of a thoughts...

Solitude. A form of isolation? less contact with people? an experimental method to try fulfilling the satisfaction of being alone? or a way of escaping the reality? a definition that was not clear is calling for exploration. 

Is there really something called solitude? In this massive development of society and technology, finding a place for yourself seems way out of reach. Distraction keeps coming in the way, not letting the feelings come in. Later, later, and later. There really is no time for everything. Even if there is, the other side of the magnet pulled way too strong as if they are in a competition. 

Nature is the answer they said. Sceptical was the first reaction, but now it seems like the truth. Wasting the available opportunity when there is one, its sting. Trapped in the initial box, was not able to see the outside world, bring the thoughts into this room called regret. It is an ugly word, no one wish to use it either. Hoping there is a better word that represents a feeling of guilt for not recognizing it mixed with a wish to turn back time and other feelings that are difficult to express.  

The ear has worked too hard. They did not even get a pay rise. Working nonstop daily and not having the opportunity to rest is what they do. If they could scream, they would do it a long time ago. How nice it would be if the world just stops making all the noises. The faith in expecting results after the moment of silence is getting bigger and bigger nowadays. When will the time come? The insects around here keep getting louder and continue neglecting this nature is not easy. The curiosity of the beginning, process, and the end have become the center of this soul. Help, if you know what I mean...